idiotic happy stimulators (themed)

hooo yeah, another batch of stupid. bahahaha

idiotic happy stimulators part 2

stumbled on some happy pills. for a while actually, but since my internet went loco i couldn't upload anything. ah well, these are permanent happy pills so no harm done :p.

not even a distraction? seriously?

as i do know, and have been raving on practically my whole thinking life, yes, i do know we all have our share of crap, and we just need to be mature about it and deal with it, using any form of distractions, etc to get by.

maybe as a form of 'break' or 'refreshment' from the bad things, so we don't get swallowed up by it and end up all emo and depressed. so that after going thru those distractions maybe, just maybe, we can have a clear head and face those craps head on.

call me a whiner, i just simply don't care anymore, but what if you don't have any distractions?
then what?
yes, i refuse to get eaten up by them, but what am i suppose to do about it?
so no matter what anyone tells me to do to distract me from it, its no use, because i have nno distractions. is that clear enough for you??

i seriously have to stop thinking one of these days. sheesh.

am

one of the worse type of hidden stereotype.

4

already been 4 encounters with 'those' type of people, but still no progress.
struggling whether i should or shouldn't go to a 5th person.
the hell ????
am i actually enjoying this??out of all, that's one of the facts i fear the most

lost in translation fo sho

stupidly, i had 'trouble' changing my language setting, so for a brief moment, my page was in Filipino, Hebrew, and Arabian.
ahahahaha super tolol

as them damn a new found glory would say

it's all downhill from here.

yes i do have my good days and of course my bad ones, but who doesn't, eh?
but these days i can't seem to bear them, and it keeps getting worse every day.
i can't control what i think and what enters my mind regarding anything.

sadly, i'm sorry to say, there were periods between all that when i eventually thought of doing.....'that'.

thank god for my self-realization and self-blame and self-refusal for being a damn drama queen.if i didn't have that, who knows what i would've become now.

that is, if there is something to 'become'.