that moment when you find out people close to you took sudden interest in things you've been interested in since way back when but am only able to admire from afar because of limited resources and limited privileges because of the more pressing problems you face at the time.
excuses? yes, maybe 50% of it, but still.
then they take it, digs tons of info on it beyond your info intake ever, develops it into something you wished you could do since long ago, and has unlimited resources to get whatever the fuck they want but actually don't deserve most things.
then you smile with solid dark eyes with the others who worship their success because yes, it did turn out awesome and they're showing no signs of stopping down.
then you silently move back into that dark corner and throw punches at the wall till you black out from the pain your broken, ruined fists inflicts.
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