ooooohhh nnoooo

oh my. i'm starting to become like an old lady, where everything and anything can piss me off as easily as that *snap*.

who hates her neighbors.
who hates her friends who does wrong.
who hates her friends who doesn't do wrong.
who wants to slap anyone around who's too noisy.
who wants to chuck those hypocritical happy-go-lucky drama queens off a cliff.
who always thinks that the grass is greener on the other side.
who has turned into an idiotic idealist.
who thinks that her own 'rules' should apply to the whole damn world.
who wishes she can do some change in this corrupted world but doesn't know how to, therefore the only option is to fix herself but even that doesn't look that promising.
who wants to change but is terrified and uses complaints to distract herself from it, but is mad at herself for being such a whiny bitch.



please don't be scared of me. i hate it when that happens..

house moving cluster

ok, so for the past week since friday, i've been cooped up in my new house tidying up.
now, usually i'd be estatic, but since the renovation is still not yet finished because apparantly someone just had to drop by nearly every day to check on the progress and protest endlessly, thus, resulting the workers got quite pissed (unsaid, but the tension man, the tensioooooonn), resulting in them working half-heartedly, so that the progress is sllooow.

so there's no main cabinets and shelves put up yet, so we cannot start anything to decrease the amount of boxes OHMYGODTHEBOXES GA ABIS ABIS DONG. ahahahha. ha.

look guys! it's not yellow! hahaha

i was expecting to be able to help finish most of the rooms then, taking my time, i'd tidy up my own room :D.
i got the books all arranged in my BOOK CABINET tho (OHMYGODIHAVEABOOKCABINET. i've never had a proper one to CATEGORIZE :3 )

so anyway, in the past week i've only managed to do 1/10 of the things supposed to be handled..about..15?20 boxes? ya itulah.
and the rest i've only watch tv and break manson&zeus's fights.
fightS. yes, plural.*sigh*
it happens every frickin' day now (and i'm talking serious fights. like, if we didn't intervene, zeus would probably lose and, well..lose.)
today zeus even got some blood under his eye for messing with manson.

but yesterday was kinda ok: i packed 2 boxes of old books (masuk gudang); chose-categorize-and finally threw away (go me!) my old magazines; watch a coupla good movies on tv; and finally, after 2 years, re-vamped one of my treasured works i did in all my collage years :) .

uts nirmana 3D-first semester.
literally last minute made. one of those 'yaampun gitu doang ??' ones. got 80 :)
i didn't get many good grades on this subject (ironically, a in order to pass the product designer qualifications, you gotta be exceptionally good on this subject. hope i could get this back someday.)

pfft

....gemini & aquarius compatibility is 98%.



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HUHAUHAA i saw it on a commercial on a certain channel last week actually but had to check if the info was true or not before i embarrass myself even more.

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHA and i have further degraded myself by checking it online and BAM:
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