Thursday, December 31, 2009

hahahaoh this is interesting

am currently waiting for my mom while she's getting a reflexi(?) at Corica, with her laptop , went online, signed in to YM, and was presented by litya with some stupidity and a link with the following picture:


sweetness.hahaha

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

ooh! i remembered one:

on december 2008, me and litya -- thanks to her trusty beloved BCA credit card -- went to starbucks for our buy-1-get-1-free, and met our beloved-bener-bener-minta-didoain-banget-nih-orang barista Deni.

oh yes we did.
all thanks to our great 'teamwork' in obtaining an empty Venti Christmas Edition Starbucks paper cup at the next table.

our mighty link to a random friendship.hahaha

oh, and while trying to find this pic, i happen to stumble upon this website ngarang about a specific Starbucks order...which (off topic) links to another 'interesting' topic, being Twilight, which is beyond tololism....super super tolol.

DO check it out :)) *grin*

**eh ada satu lagi : about a sarcastic design yg nyepet starbucks tp lucu :
http://www.geekinheels.com/blog/2009/7/13/its-a-small-not-a-tall.html

enjoy~~

now i DEFINITLY know why it's called 'guilty pleasures'...

...this always always occurs when i do some compulsive shopping:

Pleasure : in being spontaneous and purchasing something on the spot, no thinking at all.
Guilty
: that nagging feeling when the spontaneity lasts too long, and i end up shopping
more
then i can spare my budget on (dammit).

gah.
so this is what you get if you can't balance your priorities.
i mean, i'm usually not a shopper, in fact, i used to
not shop...but then i got a wee taste of it and BAM, before i knew it, i have fell into temptation *groans*.

last time i gave in was last Sunday. it went like so:
main plan :
- go swimming and eat cheap pasta with Saskia.ONLY.


executed plan : (pics menyusul.AGAIN)
- bought 2 discounted underwear
- bought One Piece manga #53
- swimming ticket that cost a crappy Rp.50.000,-.
dammit when did it get SO EXPENSIVE???

- bought 2 Pelikan pens
- ate alfredo pasta that costs only Rp.38.000, including 1 protein (chicken breast
SEABREG) and 3 types of veggie (mushroom,eggplants,and baby tomato yg SEABREG)+
garlic bread.

- bought a scarf on impulse.

end results:
i ended up spending on 4 more items then i was supposed to, dengan pembelaan utama sepanjang masa, "ah, kan cuma
sekali-sekali" and "ah, kan toh lo jarang shopping kan?"

blasted excuses.

alas, someday i WILL get rid of them!

what's all the fuss on new year's resolutions?

since i was bored off my ass, i naturally went blogwalking, DA-ing,random favorite word searching ala mbah google,etc etc...and since it's almost new years, a whole lotta new years resolutions came popping up, and that reminded me of some random conversation i had with my friend litya one day about us being the non-new years resolution makers (ya itulah).

we got to a point when we realized that we couldn't remember (nearly)a single thing from 2008, because it was so unmemorable, but me remember a whole lotta stuff from 2009.
kinda fun remembering all that, and at the time i made a mental note to write it down...and it hasn't happen till this very second and i don't plan to (yet).hahaha

i realized that most of the people i know that makes them, almost never fulfills them, so i think 'what's the point?'...if I were to answer, it would definitely be: "because i like to make lists.any lists.", but what about them? them being the people who are actually serious in making them.

don't get me wrong, even though i don't make them myself, i sincerely applaud they who make them and actually executes them *applauds*

ah well.just some random remembered thoughts on the top of my head~
hahaha

le twins

i loved it the moment i set eyes on them :

the good

and the bad
whooohh yeah, i am a true gemini to the bone.
most of them can get any truer..hahaha

gotta love these fun facts.

o yeah, here's a link to a whole list of each horoscope description (though only on the men,but so what, it's still fun anyways :p.haha), complete with both good-bad versions of each horoscope picture ~
good-bad horoscope characteristics

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

PUPPYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

i finally finally finally FINALLY have a PUPPY!!

a 5 months old (huge) puppy named MANSON.
i would reeeeeeaally like to say that it came from the name Marlyn Manson (kan keren tuh ya)..sayangnya it actually originates from :

Manson
some cheapass whiskey (selevel topi miring) out in Surabaya.
called Mansion House.
Mansion = Manson (in Indonesian accent).
yes.

damn, turns out it's been nearly 9 months that my house was dog-less ...
but now we at long last have another one :)))!
mein padre said that the mum's a pure rottweiler and the dad's half rott-half samoyed or something, tapi kok bentuk akhirnya kaya combo bentuk anjing kampung berbalut warna tulen rottweiler...?


bahaha, but he's so cute nontheless...feels good to finally have a dog in the house again :)


Thursday, December 24, 2009

what NOW?

i know this is going to sound all melancholic and that I'm going to be embarrassed when i read this in the morning, but so what.
i need to vent so shut up.


what have i done this time huh? what's wrong with not wanting to accompany you to a goddamn family gathering for the first time in my life?
doesn't my whole life of perfect obedience--in terms of going to family gatherings--count?

don't give me that face.
the face telling me 'how dare you disobey me and disrespect your family' and 'after all i've done for you,and this is how you repay me? by not agreeing to my simple request?
after i have always selflessly give in to your father's birthday and not go to my family's place for Christmas?'
don't. give me that.
don't vent on me if that's the problem, go vent to my dad.

this is just a tip of the iceberg, and already you're giving me shit?
you want to talk to me about selfless sacrifices? seriously,me?
do you have ANY idea on how much self-control i have had to muster to face you and your antics all these years? that nearly a big half of the things that cause me to self-destruct these days are because of you??

do you know how much i love you, and how much i wish i could love you without trying to suppress my thoughts of hurting you mentally and physically because of all those shit you threw at me? shits that are not my fault at all no matter how you view it?
do you have any idea,that if i have never held back, there's a great possibility that you'd be suffering by now, and that these thoughts alone is killing me?
i HATE these thoughts and i hate that i can't help it from popping up in my mind every once in a while.

you have no idea how much i've done for you to keep you safe and for me to continue to love you unconditionally.

so i ask you please woman, to stop loosing your head on me over simple trivial things that are never my fault.

please please please, don't make me hate you thoroughly, because you are the best and coolest mom i could ever ask for, and no matter what you throw at me, i will always have a permanent self-control mentality that would keep me from ever snapping at you..


...but please don't push it.
i still don't know what i'm actually capable of.

last halloween

I was mindlessly checking out the contents of my flashdisk, and happened to stumble upon a set of pictures i took with my friend last Halloween, to which i remember her commenting on it :

"there should be three people here"


hahahaha SPOT ON.

i am destined to be a scarf collector

i shall someday use my hard earned money to add my collection of SCARVES.oh how i love them~~
from basic plain ones...



to colorful patterned ones...

but most of all, i want a whole batch of STRIPED ONES X3!


i especially want to collect the forever21 striped ones, but i think they're all extinct or something, because i couldn't find any on the web besides this one.meh :(( :


so thank GOD i at least already have one of 'em, thanks to the encouragement of my friend to go buy it on the spot (an orange version of it,but i forgot to bring my phone cable so i cant show it here.gah) :E

Saturday, November 14, 2009

mindless sketching

i MUST start drawing again.
HARUS


ayo ayo ide dan inspirasiong datanglaaaahhh~~~

electrical fear

just realized again when i was about to plug in the usb cable,

'lord, i really am afraid of electrocution'

especially when dealing with kabel2 yg harus ditujeb di belakang cpu komputer *shivers*
i get all clammy and sweaty (dripping sweat to be exact.i am not joking.) and cold.

musuh besar. the big boss. el enemigo. you name it-lah


and how do i deal when encountering?
jurus pengecut #2.
bahahahha

jurus pengecut #1 being menggeser si cpu pake untelan kain (menghindari kontak langsung).
man i'm sad.
hahaha

Thursday, November 12, 2009

KARAOKEEEE~

karaoke 2 jam
NAV Dago Plaza
atas nama pak y***o
manusia2 asdos 3d lalat-panjang-uthie-ino-paul
tingkat kekontrolan muka,gerak gerik dll : nol besar
LOVE.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

the adventures of padre & madre!

ok, starting now, these will be in no particular historical order, as i once again remind you : i am extremely forgetful, so these will of COURSE be under the 'finally remembered' label :E.
here goes!

#1. my mom was the one who 'officially' proposed to my dad. ngaco banget lagi ngajaknya.hahaha

#2. they got married at a (i forgot, will fill in when remembered) wearing t-shirts and jeans and borrowed wedding rings that were actually too small for them.

#3. fun fact: as a joke (or while accompanying her friend) she went to a tarot card reader, and the lady said, " you will find you soulmate across the continent, and he will have red hair"
across the continent = new york
red hair = 'red' hair. rambut babeh merah hasil kerja lapangan seumur hidup.hahaha
so yes, it was me dad :D.

on style :
#4. bun2 was embarassingly a hardcore celana brai-brai and nurellah wearer in her era.
aplikasi gaul paling salah sedunia.

#5.....while ayah created his own version of the brai-brai pants : he brought his old brown pants to the family's tailor, and requested from the poor old man to install yellow suede fabric in a triangle shape on the 'brai-brai''s sides.

the action caused the poor old man to get ambushed by his 3 very bawel sisters for embarassing them with my father's pants.
the pants only lasted 3 days before he ripped off the yellow fabric.

more to come later!
next stop : college life, lifestyle, social life, struggles, idiocy

randomism

WOW, now THAT'S babbling (that last post).hahaha
see how bad my memory is? that and combined with my drive to note everything down.gah.

so what i was aiming to write about is :
1. how fun me and litya's topic was : masa muda ayah bunda masing2 :D!
o yeah, speaking of that, i finally remembered that i've always wanted to sum up all of my parents interesting life stories and how much i love every each and one of them, no matter how much they keep repeating it (aw shucks, now i'm getting all misty eyed :') ). bet everyone has their share of fun stories too :). ayo kumpulkan dan dokumentasikan!

2. how ridiculous the whole eco-movement by all those high and mighty people, who only think of it as a trend. if they REALLY wanna help and all, they should cut down their spending habits on trivial stuff.
like that weekly trip to the salon.
ladies, COME ON. every wash can be used for at least 2-3 quick showers.not to mention those with long hair. and they wash twice. imagine that.
o yeah, other helpful eco movements that hasn't been too widely published(? ya itulah) :
- wear less make up.
make up = artificial stuff+manufacturing process+chemicals from the make up remover+cotton to apply make up remover+final face washing+more water and face soap wasted.
- crap i forgot AGAIN. ok next time then.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

current status

1. these days my knack of compulsive lying has increased.
i can't help it, even when i haven't opened my mouth, or met the person i'm about to face, first thing that comes into my mind is :

'what am i supposed to tell them this time??? ok, how about (insert lie here) ?'

then i waste about a precious 15-20 mins to debate my own mind, trying to not end up lying.
if i do end up lying, i'd spend another wasted time trying to apologise and explain my answer all over again (the real answer this time).
then feel guilty.
then my head hurts.again.

2. though my actual condition is :beyond 'depressed', that i don't even know what the hell does that word MEAN - slash - borderline panic about my KP condition (oh look,i wrote condition twice), every time my friend states that she's "udah pasrah"/"im desperate"/(insert negative condition here), for some reason i always answer something i didnt actually feel, and it's usually somethign positive, when it's actually so negative, i have really really REALLY bad urges to beat something/someone with a blunt object.
thing is, i don't even know WHY i'm doing this.
what, to get attention?
to be able to pity my own self?
to help people be positive?
to make people pity me?
to take my mind off my own 'problems' (which i think are minor, but mr.d told me it ain't.damn him)?

how can i stop this, when i dont even know the root of the reasons i'm doing all this lying bullshit?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

oh dear lord

after looking at a friend's picture (the uncropped one.the full body one.no, it is not a pervy picture, good god people.), i have realized how SHALLOW i've become, in terms of thinking and judging.
wow, who knew that guilty pleasures can actually teach you to reflect on ourselves?
this is gonna sound weird, but : thanks bitch.

i MUST change this dammit!

Monday, October 26, 2009

tembok retak dan hantu air

why can't people stop being so self-centered and egoistic and start thinking about others and all things concerning ALL of us? i mean, it does benefit your own selves if that's what you're so worried about.
goddamn you all.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

inglourious basterds

gila.ya.ini.film. i love it.LOVE it.LOVE it.

suka SEMUA, especially si...si...AH SUKA SEMUA!HAHAHHAHAHA, but if i must pick favorites, then it has to be:
Shoshanna--one of the coolest chicks i've seen in a long time, and..
Hans Landa--being the ultimate basterd.(gila ini orang pantes menderita ampe mati)


ngakak ngakak tolol nonstop ampe bego gara2 tarantino-isme yang super kental..hahaha
LOVE.IT.

yah.kan.

i've realized that i'm not a really confident person, and even if i was, the process will be veeeery very slow, but i've accepted it thoroughly as a part of my 'process' and whatshit. buuuut, these days that single topic tends to bug me.

for instance, just a while ago when i was out after watching the amazingly super Inglourious Basterds (i'll get to that next :D) with my friends, one of them decided to go to a bag store,and finally bought a bag (tas 'cewe' beneran.haha).
actually i've been interested in getting one myself for sometime, but masih blom bernyali buat make (haha), jadi selama ini menunda2 terus.nah, on the other hand, even though we tend to get that same mentality, she tends to usually get over it first, then after a long long long while, I would finally get my own share of mentality boost.
and i've excepted that, heck, sometimes i even joke about it casually.

but turns out there are just some things that i cant get off my mind for quite sometime..stupidly useless and a waste of brain space stuff, which makes it even worst:
- i love wearing bracelets, and for a while i've been interested in all the tumpuk2 style, especially those ethnic bangles that are all woodsy, or ones that have nice-colored stones.
and suddenly one of my friend actually made that part of her style, and because i haven't done it and my stupid gengsi problem, i refuse to have the same style as her even though i really really want to.

- ...the same goes for those damn stockings. have loved it for some time, but never had the guts to wear 'em, n got 'beaten' (well not really) by my friend AND the whole damn fashion world. and because of that, my gengsi-ness has refused to wear them (tho i'm already starting with leggings.hahaha)

- my other friend made this really cool beanbag out of used plastic bags.
thing is, for a long time i've been on this 'i-want-to-make-things-out-of-wastes' streak for a long time and combined with no ideas at all for quite some time, i actually got pissed at it. heck, i even when and told her to my face that i was actually kinda jealous (haha ack xp) that she could think of a way to develop waste. and it just (fuckfuckfuck) occurred to me that ironically, i was interested in this topic way before her AND i actually apply this sort of lifestyle more then she does (and we have both been on this topic before,and agreed on it).i guess that's why i was so pissed.
until now i've been trying to get rid of this damn envious feeling, and THANK GOD it's actually working :)

- my other friend has already got a tattoo.
we both have wanted it for a long time--separately-- and when we found out that we have the same yearning, we decided to get one,entah kapan( tapi untungnya ga janjian sih).
but because of my allergies, and my forgetful-ness, i keep forgetting to get an allergy test. padahal udah bisa punya dari kapan tau :/
* i fully blame myself for my incompetence, so im sorry if it sounded accusing, and if it does, that means i didn't express myself clearly :p

SEE????? all pointless simple trivial things! i cant believe THOSE kinds of shits are the ones that bothers me.
seriously, it's really embarrasing and i am embarrassed for myself.


i really really really hate my guts.

viva la leftovers!

i just LOVE leftover-scrap-out-just-about-anything-you-find-and-work-with-it days!

Leftover Days :
" food that you end up having when you don't have anything to eat/don't know what to eat, and then 'answers' just pops in front
of your face when you open the fridge and find those
blessed 1-3 days leftover foods to reheat:D"

-diandra canti hadiawanHAHAHA


aaaaanyhow, this time i found my *cough1weekoldcough* fried rice bumbu.good thing i put it in the freezer,and so far no stomach 'complications'. SO FAR.
and then i saw the *cough1weekoldagaincough* pasta we made last week..and i re-heated it and shared with nenek and devi. so far no complaints yet..YEEEEETT.

but overall at LEAST it looked ok :

leftover nasi goreng merah tersohor si mba minah with srambled eggs (yang ngutang dulu ma entah siapa :p),
creamy seafood and pea fettuchini, and cinnamon coffee


looooovee X3~~

to do today

okay, so later today i'm going to finally watch Inglorious Bastards, but while waiting i'm gonna list the stuff i plan to write about because i KEEP FORGETTING TO UPLOAD THE PICTURES DAMMIT. padahal udah mau coba komitmen buat 'therapy' melakukan rutinitas yang ga ditunda2 biar ga lupa2 ( i am really really REALLY forgetful).
jadi :
1. matchy-matchy yg stok se-oktober
2. movie reviews (objectively and subjectively over the whole hollywood bonanza..no ideas--dr buku semua--VAMPIRES(anjing,RUSAK)--sex super sells,etc)
3. FOOD
4. sampah dan mentalitas anak itb
5. random interesting stuffs

thats it for now-lah :/

Friday, October 23, 2009

5 ultimate things i MUST have, if not i shall perish

This realization was triggered by the #1 item on the list, which is :

#1. Teh Tarik
yes, i DO love my teh tarik.
ooh, and look! me mum got me a new kind of brand and it's GOOD. do give it a try :D




#2. beloved
Ipod Mini.
yes.
ipod MINI.
yang eranya udah kelewat jebot.
but i love it so much and apparently it loves me too, hence, it's life force
that still exists till this day: 4 years already,and that's NOT counting the time it was in my friends' mum's and ex's hand.
these days i am a slave to it fo shizzo.haha :)



#3.
Notepad of any form and an assortment of Writing Tools
yes, i am a list-aholic (if such a thing exists). just ask my friends who are sick of it.hahaha


#4. my
Lifesaver Pouch
balsem and panadol merah for my daily headache, a roll of thread,
eyeliner, bobby pins, and safety pins.



#5. my blood red and ultramarine blue
nail polish and my handmade thread bracelets.
just realized it when my friend mentioned one day :
"eh lo ga pake kutex? tumben.aneh soalnya ngeliat lo tanpa kutex.."
and since then it has become a sort of trademark i have :p.
these days i always find it oddly refreshing when i see those colors on me
~


SWEET~

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

one more thing

i wish to have my old enthusiasm to DRAW again.
i miss the scratching of a wooden pencil on soft textured paper....

turns out that i

love writing.
typing,handwriting,whichever.
i hope to never stop no matter what the form is.
i hope it so much, that without realizing it, a couple of days ago (sunday?) i ended up blurting that i want to be a journalist. and at the time i said it, i really really really felt that i meant it.
well at least to be something that has the 'palette' to rant on, but in an objective manner.
so i can stop bugging other people with my blunt and constant rants about anything i think is worth ranting about.hahaha
to tell you the truth, i'm actually kind of sick of it myself.
i just need some media pelampiasan to barf all my thoughts on.

sadly these days, no matter how many types of thoughts run thru my head, i just cant seem to catch up on it all to actually put it down on paper.
cant believe im a slave of my own mind. how pathetic.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

le background color...

...i HATE it.
but i dont know what to change it into yet.gah

Friday, September 25, 2009

produktif! yay!

hari ke-3 jaga rumah, but ME LIKEY! i've been pretty productive for the last 2 days:
yester :
membongkar childhood books yg ternyata seabreg (THANK YOU madre, padre, and hinge), trus diangin-anginin + pilih-pilih mana yg mau di bawa ke bdg.
if i sold all of them dengan harga sekarang.....ka-ching.
dammit i forgot to take pictures of them in angin-anginin mode.bah.

anyway, i found my 'The Dog Who Had Kittens' book, and it turns out that the dog is a BASSET HOOOOUND :))))))))). John :D!


thankfully, my friends weren't around when i found it, 'cause by then, i was squealing like a jackass.they'd kill me.
theeen i thought 'sampulin aaaaahhh...'. and i did.

today :
...i went to cinere mall (yg udah makin gaulz aja) with my dad who wanted to get some lighter fuel?gas?ya apalah.
anyway, i went to Gramedia and got my sampul++, then we went to Giant to get some stuff (got me some herbs! yay~).
then padre suddenly ngidam bread talk,so we got bread talk (yes, ada bread talk di CINERE MALL.men.)

when we got home i :
1. we got gula merah to make wedang jahe, tp ternyata begitu nyampe rumah GA ADA JAHE.padahal ndut bilang ada 'banyak'.meh.

2. reheated our lunch - cuci piring - cuci tempat nasi - buang nasi sisa bau

3. i made chicken stuffing!!! the main ones are for dinner tonight, but i got hungry and made premiere ones for myself using leftovers. turned out pretty good :E


oh, and i suddenly craved cinnamon coffee, so i made that too


4. nyampul2in buku! just finished, i got 5 but i'm already bored, jadi ntr lagi.hahaha
actually, my friends asked me out to eat at this really good bebek place *drool*, but i couldn't because i had to jaga rumah (then, apparently they all continued to go to pim n sency), but for once, i was actually happy i did :)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

goddammit

i just found a blog that made me speechless and want to hurt someone with a blunt object.
so bad, that i just had to message my friend involved.

TWICE.
by ym-ing AND fb-messaging her in the middle of the night.



*stares out into nothingness and starts imagining blunt object scene*

Thursday, September 10, 2009

match and connect 3

pale yellow top - black accent - grey-ish jeans
anak AR

they say curiosity killed the cat

then why aren't i dead yet?

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

manga list

i suddenly have the urge to write down every manga i have ever encountered, so here goes (in a random order, and those i can remember at the moment) :

SPORTS :
  • eyeshield 21
  • slam dunk
  • harlem beat
  • shoot
  • fantasista
  • h2
  • airgear (just found out that this genre is 'sport' (yes, i am sometimes dimwitted, so there))
  • ice revolution
  • mr. fullswing

FOODS :
  • yakitate, japan!
  • addicted to curry
  • cooking master boy

ADVENTURE/ACTION :
  • bleach
  • naruto
  • one piece
  • d.gray-man
  • alive - the final evolution
  • rave
  • fairy tail
  • mar
  • flame of recca
  • katekyo hitman reborn
  • shin angyo onshi
  • full metal alchemist
  • kungfu boy
  • gash bell
  • shaman king
  • black cat
  • basilisk
  • hunter x hunter
  • death note
  • chrno crusade
  • gto
  • gensomaden saiyuki
  • lin3
  • inuyasha
  • monster
  • 20th century boys
  • zombie powder
  • stray dog
  • vagabond
  • blade of the immortal
  • pluto

DETECTIVE :
  • detective conan
  • kindaichi
  • detective school q

DRAMA :
  • rainbow
  • say hello to black jack
  • bartender
  • gunslinger girl (drama?)

SUPER RINGAN :
  • hai miiko
  • doraemon

SERIAL CANTIK (AHAHAHAHA):
  • magic knight rayearth
  • sailor moon
  • alice
  • parfait tic (SAMPAH)
  • perfect girl evolution
  • lovely complex
  • throbbing tonight
  • fushigi yuugi
  • ayashi no ceres
  • fruits basket
  • imadoki

HOROR :

  • pengantin demos
  • and all those single titled ones i borrowed from my friend astrid in grade-middle school...dark days...dark,dark days..*shivers*

ok that's it for now.someday when im not lazy, i shall put it in alphabetically order :p.



Tuesday, September 08, 2009

match and connect 2

last friday :

boy-aya = white top + green bottom



yesterday :

pink-hue floral pattern

green - pink/purp hue - green and pink/purp hue

everything green
(drink-top-braclet-shoe emblem)



*etc =
hari ini akhirnya berhasil berenang XD!...tapi malasnya mandi ya ampun.hahaha

Saturday, September 05, 2009

estrogen

i...have never understood how girls think.

well at least Indonesian girls around me in general. or is it the same on any part of the world?probably. i know not.
one minute they're all immature and nonacceptance of any awful truth that they're facing/ they them self created that's right in front of their nose, next thing you know they're suddenly all 'mature' about helping solving other girls problems about their so-called dilemmatic dramatic life and going all 'oh this is the 'real world', sooner of later you have to accept it honey,etc etc'.

why.WHYYYYYY must they be oh so dramatic?
heck, i'll admit that i myself am a total drama queen at some point, but that doesn't mean i like it. in fact, i HATE it. it's such a waste of time and brain space this drama crap. what, is it women's blood in general or something? sheesh

i mean, they cant even take care of their own daily chores without screaming for 'help' from their pembantu's for godssake, but they're already going all god about 'the problems of the world'.

see this, is why i sometimes wish i was a guy.
at least when being faced with these bitches problems, i wont be burdened with my genetically women's tendency to let their problems haunt me until i get home (it becomes part of my problems for some reason : can't help thinking about it till it gets frustrating.can't help it. damn these womens mindset).
at least on this part, i can just brush it off and not let it burden me.

at this rate, i'd rather be a slug right now.
hahaha

Friday, September 04, 2009

damn humans will never be satisfied

now that i've found out that i do have a tad bit of insomnia (on every level of insomnia's description), i have noooooo idea on what the fuck am i suppose to do about it.

and no, pak darmawan's advice hasn't done shit to help me with this.
least that i know of.meh

- REMINDER -

don't forget to make LISTS :E!

Thursday, September 03, 2009

.....

what.am.i.doing.here?

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

match and connect 1

i have found a damn blog purpose for myself: record while collecting and arranging my collection of matching and connecting coincidences pictures>XD!

Let us begin:
1. dara-agam-boy-litya-desi duduk jejer di jembatan.
semua pake kaos nuansa biru, and i wore white (middle position)

2. flanel jejer (not something new di DP, but meh)



3. yester black hole
today gempa

4. boy kiki wore black bali top + short striped blue pants

5. boy betet sama2 :
a.pertama kali meminjam buku di perpus...
b...tanpa kartu masing2 pula, and
c. dia mulai dapet, gw baru tamat.

sekalinya halo2 setelah sekian lama, disebabkan oleh topik perpus.
kita disatukan oleh perpus.ahahahha

backtrack 2

1.since last friday i have been busting my ass in translating DP's soon-to-be online(?) magazine. and i'm actually ENJOYING it. yes, this is new to me and i still get damn nervous everytime panda gives me fresh materials (3x sport jantung). im not kidding. i know its stupid, but hey, at least i'm trying to try something new (and something i should have done aaaaages ago).
so hurrah for ass busting! bahaha

2. dari SD ampe kuliah, sekolah-sekolah di Indonesia tidak pernah absen memiliki pelajaran/mata kuliah PPKN. dikarenakan bangsa Indonesia dikenal dengan segala sopan santun, tenggang rasa, toleransi, dan tetek bengek PPKN lainnya.

TAI KUCING.

sejauh ini hanya sedikit sekali dari orang Indonesia yg saya temui yang benar-benar TULUS saat bersikap PPKN tadi.sedikit.amat.sangat.banget.
sisanya? egois dan self-centered.mental 'ga perduli sama orang lain, yg penting gw enak/nyaman/senang/lalala'. menggampangkan segala sesuatu.ketergantungan tinggi terhadap orang lain.dll.dll.

kecewa gua.

3. dari jumat lalu akhirnya angkat pantat dan BERGERAK.
gerakan indah itu berupa mengelilingi ITB dan mengunjungi fakultas2 lain utk kepentingan studio DP 5...bner2 kaya masuk dunia baru gitu. sweeeet.

yg jumat bareng lalat babar nyari2 fakultas fisika, kimia, material, n mesin.
senin bareng lalat dara nyerah2in surat permohonan, lalu sampailah ke sebuah fakultas dan bertemu seseorang yang...sulit.
memorablelah pokoknya.hahaha

4. terakhir, kemaren sama lalat pergi ke PERPUSTAKAAN.
perpustakaan tegel WC.
perpustakaan PUSAT.
PERPUSTAKAAN YA TUHAN.
dan tadi baru aja MINJEM.BUKU.FISIKA.
wow.

*ada American Corner!hahahaha, ketauan gitu baru ke perpus setelah 3 tahun di ITB

semoga semester ini sepenuhnya semenyenangkan ini :E~