today's list is :

• happy halloween!!!
• if i were still doing my final project, i would most definitly be wearing my 'costume' all day eating candy and chocolate until i vomit (costume: a t-shirt with 'PREVIEW TA, MONDAY' and wrap myself with a gloomy aura for 'decorations' to top it.ahahaha)
• tvtropes.org is my own personal version of 9gag.com for geeks and such. ihihihi~
  
• in a way i can't wait to get back to bandung to nyampah, get 'rejuvinating' dvd's, and treat myself to a nice meal, but on the other hand i know i won't stand (yet. YET. am in progress tho) seeing all my friends and their final projects' preview and sort. i'll just try not to get myself into that crowd when they're talking about that subject, but when they do (it's inevitable usually...completely understandable of course) i'll just have to suck it up and press down that pouty little pissed off bitch inside me and not let my 'dark aura' effect other people and ruin the mood for everyone. so i might not be at their 2nd preview and support them from afar (tsssahhh)...i will be able to bare it. baby steps man, baby steps~
• why oh why must you piss me off on a daily basis????
• note to self: browse for you target bitch.
• note to self: ayo yang serius dong belajar jepangnya! go get song lyrics and translate them both ways. and story books! kata lalataya it works! hahahaha
  

aim number one

definitely no regrets.
because if i don't pass that one first off, then i'm fucked.

oh and on a 'high' note: visits to jakarta is 90% crappy hell and today was one of them and i ended up getting my palms hurt for too much vigorous surface slapping and head hurt.
and (finally after a long time) i just had a free breakfast buffet and got to pet a big flabby 40kg puppy rottweiler. bullocks

bayangin.makan beginian dan masih dirusak mood-nya.hebat.hebat.

random facts

• i sometimes regret showing it because it's pretty much embarrassing when flaunted.
• im told to just rant if i want but im already too tired so meh
• i wish reeses peanut butter ice cream still existed in jakarta
• strong urge to travel but am still scared of unknown (yet) reasons.
• my butt hurts from too much sitting statically
• i really enjoy learning japanese though it's still kind of hard for me to memorize the conversations in depth, so im trying to focus on learning (at least) the characters
• still can decide whether to master a single talent or to try a lot but only know the basics? or master everything im interested in? ahahah
• the coffee shop near my house was closed so i still want to go get some but too lazy to go out too far
• i bent/rammed/bumped my mom's injekan mobil (english?) when trying to find parking space at RSPI yesterday
• i forgot RSPI's parking lot is a pain in the ass
• now that i finally want to move my ass for my final assignment, i can't. an this time it's not my fault :<
• KOREAKE
• mau koreake di pemerawanan mobil bitch. hahaha
• wish there was a park nearby like they have in abroad so i can just sit/read a book/play with dogs
• i'm bored off my ass but i still don't know what to do
• am slowly progressing in accepting (though still with much protest in my head. very loud ones at that.)
• i'm scared shitless.
• hope bunda finds the perfume i want out of the 4 options i gave her (kenzo l'eupar, j.lo miami glow, hugo boss deep red, or elizabeth arden's green tea)

oh yeah, found some pretty bottles when browsing for perfume request:

boxes!
this is a limited edition macaroon box. it's so pretty. i WANT it.


MINTY! woody! basil! BLACK PEPPER (penasaran kan???!!)!
recommended for both day and night wear pula.

but since i haven't smelled it up close, i'm afraid to be disappointed, either it'd be too nyongnyong or too euh :p. but i mean come on, it has MINT in it (idiotic justification)! hahahaha..and the bottle is nice :3
ooh! look what i found! bisa diganti2 pula isinya! lips-eyes-cheek!

oh that hit the spot

until now i'm still not sure why i was laughing like an idiot so much it brought tears to my eyes. could be one of those things, that "hits the spot at the right timing" thing... so it could possibly not be funny to others except for the party encountering the situation. hahahaha

on tvtropes.org that i stumbled upon (yay, i found it again!) were situations in mangas under the label "it got worse":

• on Bleach: Bleach probably sets the new record for most iterations of "got worse" in a single 20 page issue, with the release of chapter 364. Two of the best captains get downed in 3 pages, without any buildup or warning. Then two of the best Espada are revealed to still be alive in another 4 pages. Then Aizen, Tosen, and Gin are freed from the Blazing Fortress that Yamamoto had trapped them in at the start of the fight by the weirdass thing that Wonderweiss came in with, free to do as they please, and right in front of Kira and several of his injured buddies. While the last page hints at a Big Damn Heroes moment by a certain third party, it's going to be have to be pretty damn big to make a difference at this point.
  • Let's put it this way: Tite Kubo is in love with the Big Damn Heroes trope. However, in order for Big Damn Heroes to be required, things must first look very bleak indeed. Thus, events in Bleach tend to get constantly worse until someone shows up to save the day, at which point things briefly get better before quickly going to Hell again in order to set it up for someone new to come save the day.
    • That "oh shit" moment of Aizen's? Yeah, that was actually Hinamori getting shanked, while Aizen sauntered off to kill all the helpless vice-captains.
    • Those vice-captains? It was actually three CAPTAINS and the Vizard leader... In one move... Ouch.
  • In chapter 406, Aizen drops Isshin, Urahara and Yoruichi in one shot, and then goes to the Soul Society to try and destroy Karakura Town. All we know now is that Isshin is alive, and that Aizen has a mullet.
• on Naruto: In Naruto this occurs during Pain's invasion of Konoha. Having already killed Jiraiya and coerced Sasuke into joining him, he then runs amuck, tearing souls out of people, launching massive amounts of ordinance at homes and orphanages, summoning monstrosities, and disturbing the peace. He confronts Tsunade and proceeds to rip the soul out of Shizune, gaining the hidden location of Naruto. The village is in ruins, shinobi are dead, and the secret they tried to protect is lost to the Big Bad. And then Pain NUKES KONOHA.

• on One Piece: During the One Piece Sabaody Archipelago arc, the Marine Admiral and his subordinates are picking the Straw Hats apart one by one. And then Bartholomew Kuma shows up to utterly annihilate them.
• • Think rock bottom has been reached? Oh ho, think again. The whole Whitebeard War arc is pretty much one big It Got Worse, and we have still yet to reach the Godzilla Threshold.
  • End result: Blackbeard's crew killed Whitebeard after he was already wounded, Blackbeard has the Gura Gura/ Tremor Tremor Fruit along with his own, rendering him the most powerful pirate alive (P.S, this is also the man who released dozens of criminals from prison who were so vile that they were erased from history, meaning the new strongest pirate in the world is fucking batshit). And to add further pain, guess what happened to Luffy, the childish, happy go lucky protagonist? He watched his brother die in front of him after he went through hell (6 levels of it to be exact) to rescue him from death and becomes mentally fubar. "Whitebeard War" Saga? Try "The World Is Now Shot To Hell" Saga.

everyday wear

everyday wear by trendsetters featuring fossil jewelry

if i lived abroad my wardrobe would be pretty much a continuity of this. hahaha

nooooo nonononononooo

that's whats been in my head since yesterday over and over again every time i remember it and try to accept.

i knew i wouldn't like the answer i knew it i knew it i knew it i knew it i knew it i knew it i knew it i knew it i'm refusing endlessly until now but in order to not let all the time, energy and money spent, i have to accept it or else the damn cycle will just go on and on again and i'm going to hate myself even more and feel like an idiot for hating myself.

just hurry up and BE GONE so i can really use our 'religion' as a 'refreshment' to get my fighting spirit back to do the assignment instead of still feeling crappy afterwords(such a waste of 'religion'.hahaha)

happy birthday maniesss~

*reblogged from lalit

Met Ultah Tendy! 12 October 2010
enjoy dahhling >:3~~~

wow. just wow.

Rain Talkasia Transcript

Wednesday, December 14, 2005 Posted: 0639 GMT (1439 HKT)

LH: Lorraine Hahn
R: Rain

LH: Rain, welcome to Talk Asia. It's so nice to see you. Tell me, why did you use the name Rain.

R: Before I made my debut, I was talking to my producer about which stage name to use. He said that I give an impression of sadness when I'm dancing. So I decided on the character "Bi" which means sadness, as sad as rain falling. That's why I chose this name.

religion

it's official.
we now have a new religion: rainism.
all hail rain.

*till this very moment every wahyu that has been brought upon us still haunts me every second. especially that fresh new one from lalataya. go yo ma bro yow-- *nangis darah*




*BUTWAITTHERE'SMORE*
because of his beyond-ness charm i guess hahaha, turnes out lalataya posted the same thing on hers and kindly reminded me of this fact:
here's proof of our everlasting undying faith: we each bought a dvd of him.

2 years later

homaGAWD thank you WIBI!!!
huahahahahhahahaha i was just thinking 'baaaahh, when will the one month wait END???' in the afternoon, and when i got back at 12ish last night i saw wibi's message.
men. merinding nonstop on every page XDDDDDD~~~~~~~~

gahhh..this is the only series that i wouldn't mind to not end EVER.

ok at least hit volume 100 or something.gahahahahahaaa

day 10 - A Picture That Makes You Happy

hoo hah

woke up - pancakes - japanese class with chita - racun dunia 5 to 12 - went out to either mindlessly listen to swapped conversations or 'join' those lost in their private thoughts. very nice to be around people who let you stare aimlessly and doesn't emit that negative 'aura' (unlike some people) that makes other people feel as shitty as they are and ends up being a moodkill for the entire damn group. i really like that bunch :j - couldn't sleep yet tapi gagal download racun duniaHAHAHHAHA - browsed aimlessly - cao


oh one more thing: GO BELER >:C!! huahahha
(arkin, from the bangsat (gore-wise) but actually pretty good movie The Collector that i watched at teater cassandra (renewed teater lili.ahahhaha) with wibi ata giri ain ando last 'vacation'.