afternoon snacks :)

can always make me feel better after some stupid rant of mine like the post before :)

people these days

being that whether we like it or not, notice or not, we tend to seek attention from other people in our own ways. be it elaborately or with hidden meanings so as to not be so blatant about it. and the technology these days are supporting these actions even more by providing us with medias(?) to rant on.

blogs and that blasted twitter (fyi: a friend told me that indonesia is the 2nd country with the most active twitter accounts. even more proof that my country is pathetically beyond latah. for them i weep..no, scratch that. i'll just enjoy their stupidity from afar) some being private, but most are open for public consumption. mostly for sharing purpose, but these days its more used for attention-seeking purposes. from plainly expressing, hidden meaning messages hoping for others to respond or sympathize, to those angsty and blatantly asking for sympathy.

on one hand, i kind of feel sorry for whatever they're going through (however light or worse the case is, it's always going to be hard for the one facing it, so i'm not one to judge),
but on the other hand, enough already.
it's tiring to bump into one of your rants, or when you've finally avoid it altogether, you get slapped in the face with them in person ranting of self-centered-ly.

yes, if you end up with people who can just brush you off easily, but what about those who are just genuinely too nice for their own good and can't say 'no'?
you all are assholes for using these people to satisfy your own ego.
most don't even care about the others story (duh.). the type that 'asks' a question to the others, only to get the topic running and make it 'seem' as a 'universal topic' when it's actually just them trying to slip in their own story and make it all about them, completely ignoring other peoples 'sharing'.
(it's even uncommon for them if they dont cut other peoples sentences in putting in their 'important' oh so heartbreaking recent breakup drama. tut tut.). yawn. classic bastards.

but in an ironic way, i've got to thank these attention-seeking whores, because if it weren't for them to 'reflect' on, i probably would be one of them, or even when i do need to rant or be an attention seeking person, it wont be too obvious because of those god-level-of-angst people. hahahaha

"she told me i 'might' have some history behind my unrelaxed legs..."

I told you a story and once again you managed to steer away from it—meaning well, I know—because in doing this you mean to share your personal life-knowledge so that I am able to help myself (to be able to simplify things, to be exact, so ‘stress’ is avoided).

But in between that, I couldn’t seem to shake that nagging feeling that you were actually trying to avoid the matter altogether because you are personally frustrated for not being able to fully understand the matter in hand.

And you do this and always in the end think that I’ve agreed with you and had dropped the matter for good, but sadly I haven’t (only agreed because you ‘hinted’ that you don’t want to elaborate on it).I hope to one day find a way to help you avoid being frustrated so we can always really end a discussion, with problem-solving results of course.

overloaded

had a really nice weekend last week with ayu litya :DD!
but now am enjoying staying home and resting like some grandma with her stack of novels (not mangas. yess) while occasionally using my computer (considered a good accomplishment, seeing how i became quite addicted till my ass got cramped a couple of times -___-)

will update later because i'm too lazy right now (too lazy even to re-blog). hahaha

wow.

you can't come out to play because that time of the month renders you helpless?
oldest trick in the book.
but what's that? sugar-pie is allowed to come over?
remember well dear, it was, again, you who invited me over.

when this passes of course i'd want to meet you the next time you propose a play date, but i will never forget that, now, i really really hate you you hypocritical egoistic opportunist bitch.

now i see how your sister gets that people-using trait from.
she learned from the best.

but hey, it was fruitful...at least now, i know how to stand clear of assholes like you in the future.

thanks a lot 'pal'.

ONE PIECE

yes luffy, go tame the kraken.

...and so on and so forth.

just keeps getting better and better these days! ya-hah!
i MUST get the color walk 4: EAGLE! and rumor has it color walk 5 is about to come out.
MARI MENABUNG!!

also goes for the continuous ones i've been reading (with the ultimate exception of bleach).

hope that whatever i end up doing in the future, i can still have time (tch, of course.) to read all of them and all the potentially good new ones to come :D.

and for one piece specifically , i must thank my friend betet for it, who bought the first volume asal-asalan but ironically never continued reading it beyond the first 10 volumes. hahaha

domo arigatou gozaimaaaasu ~~

singabub haul

i...need to control myself.
HAHAHAHA
(for others this is prob nothing, but for diandra this is a wee bit too much.ahahah super kalap)