yay!

suddenly remembered this drawing that Ata made of me :)
upload aaahh~

fact?

i'm mostly terrified if all the things in my head all these times were actually made up or delusional.
but who knew that i'd be even more terrified if the answer ends up being, ''yes, it's all true."

baka

......dumbass moment aside:

Eiichiro Oda is one of the sickest mangaka i know.
besides being ridiculously creative character wise, story wise, story flow-wise, idiotic scenes-wise, etc; the cool thing i like about this guy, is how he utilizes them to their
maximum potential, and doesn't let any character/power go to waste...they get recognition in many ways, big or small, but you'd remember them easily.

and after an arc ends, and they pop up again in the future arcs (like the character or not), i'd end up feeling like meeting an old friend :).

i mean, come on, Mr.3 against Magellan?? who've thought?
(well, not me at least.hehe).

things to do in the near future

while enduring that thing that's been a wretched slab of ass in my mind even before i got plunged into it:

1. "Pot Of" for lalataya and tendy (yes bitches, i will get it done.hahaha)
2. make Ndut's cook book present
3. make/buy (most likely the latter) a scrapbook for all my scattered scraps
4. buy surgeon mask for our future night runnings
5. try to actually get those movies i've wanted to watched for so long

fact :

just when you thought you weren't important, you are.
and just when you thought you were important, you aren't.

tough luck to you then.

it's nice to remember that things like this can still happen

aaaaah the little things :)~

before lebaran

i made french toast for breakfast :D!

tho bunda didn't eat it, fear not! i have devoured the whole lot by midnight! o ho ho
French Toast:
4 slice bread cut in two
2 eggs, beaten
1/2 cup milk or 2 tbs powdered milk
cinnamon
1/2 tsp salt
1 tsp sugar

• pour in milk while beating egg, add sugar, salt, cinnamon
• heat butter in pan, dip bread in egg mix then fry till golden brown
• eat with butter & maple syrup/ powdered sugar :DD

then 'round 5ish Ndut came in with this in her arms..whoa
...then it was time for some midnight snack >:D.

who knew.

(again) that i'd actually miss this a bit.

holy crap

ohmygod im a blogwhore

last tuesday

*14 sept

was unexpected.
from simply wanting to get vegetables for lunch, to all-out grocery shopping.
mother, what am i to do with you and your compulsiveness shopping?
oh, wait, i know. i will inherit it.
no wait, i HAVE.

buuuutt once again, mommy always knows best, and with fangs and claws bared every 10 seconds (mostly when i'm driving. ironically i was much better then before, so mother, if you shriek i tend to shriek louder. when you panic, i tend to panic even more. i thought this was common sense.), it was actually beneficial for moi :p.

ranch market pd indah. cute piggy :3

oh look, pringles! long time no see~oh look, fuckin degradasi jumlah. penyakit bangsat indonesia

''KATANYA JAGA RUMAH??? PENIPU.". ahahaha...look look! ando adalah kombinasi ata-giri :D!
i declined to go to pim with them because of that reason, but who knew.haaha

dinner. yes ayah, we're finally home :p.

lebaran

lunch

ayah dan kombo bakmi+kopi
surga dunia. bahaha~
dinner

my computer room has this view today

front
*tea and ciabatta bread with butter-mozzarella-pesto-sage-salt~

right
zeus


behind me
manson


:3

day 8 - Your Favorite Album

probably more of a 'memorable' album in my case.

see, this album was the first cassette played in our first car when we first
moved into our first own house in Indonesia.

my dad used to play this album over and over when dropping and picking me
up from school every day and we'd never get bored of it. no matter what
condition i come home from (especially when my classmates made fun of me because i was still struggling to speak indonesian.i hated school then.)

though i may not know all the lyrics (surprisingly) till this very day, this album is the one i love most because despite everything, it reminds me of the happier early days in Indonesia :)

nooooo

anything wrong here? no?

let's take a closer look:

....harga komik naik lagi TT^TT..........

*inget kata ata diandra : 'nyebelin sih, tp masih ok ko, kalo di jepangnya sendiri bs 30ribuan soalnya'

blades of glory

boy : ah kecewa nonton blades of glory, bahkan ga menghibur sedikitpun. peh

mok : gua malah ngira itu dvd film perang2 samurai epic.

boy : wha-- HOW?? masa ga liat cover dvd nya?? how can you mistake a picture of two men in leotards as an epic samurai war movie???

mok : dvdnya kebetulan ga bergambar, terus belinya bareng kakak gw yg juga mikir 'blades of glory. kayanya film perang2 samurai.' terus kita beli deh.

boy :......

the hobart 2000

ayah got really exited telling me and bunda about his days in Bronx, NY as a struggling student
while living in a bachelor studio (tiny, 4th floor, under a railroad station, and an asphalt roof so when it's summer time he needs to stay clear when opening his room door to let out the blazing hot air. thank god for the nice korean lady who likes to lent him her fan when she's out.).
out of all the part-time jobs he took to pay off his studies, one of them was as a machine operator.
the Hobart 2000.
a...dishwasher machine.
which he used to 'brag' out to his friends as a...joke.

yes, my dad can be very garing sometimes. hahaha

you know you're addicted when you...

run to the computer eventhough you just JUST got home from a 6 hour long trip home from bandung just to net-surf mindlessly.

splendid.
i need a life.
karoke yuk.
ghahahahhahahaaa

* was supposed to be posted 'round 12am-ish, but internet dodol

seriously, it's as simple as THAT.

i get it that the one thing i have to do is not do the same mistake i did before: delaying.
but like i said, hundreds, thousands of time is that i don't know what to think of and i.just.don't.want.to.do.anything. anything.A N Y T H I N G .
why can't you understand that? it's not some complicated message with meanings underneath meanings, no, it's pure basic simple logic. how many more variations of the meaning 'simple' do i need to add there for you to understand?
isn't anything 'simple' the thing you people are best at and my biggest problem to date???
GODDAMMIT.

so true

hahahaha

day 7 (part 2. degradasi dunia)

day 7 - Whatever Tickles Your Fancy (part 1)

endless 9gag browsing. nahahahahaaa

day 6 - A YouTube Video

got nothing to do *yeahright* so might as well try and commit to the 10 day challenge once again.
so.my 'first' challenge iiiiiss......THIS hunk of coolness:

clash

so now i tend to do the opposite of what i intend to do.
i wonder why that is?

tenjou tenge-based quote

"...if anyone represents the average guy who worked hard, it's fucking Bob. Not Masa and not his brother. They were borderline superhuman with their fucking kamehameha."

- (random discussion board)

my parents told me

to give myself credit and stop blaming myself.
sorry i can't do that now, because i just realized that i've wasted 3 years of thinking, time, and money to prevent this exact thing from happening at one of the most critical moments that i have to go through.
for that, i'm really really sorry. i hate wasting anything.

yes yes, i know that 3 years is probably a short amount of time for most people, but for me it's not. i'm sorry to say myself that it's long for me. i hate it but for now there's nothing i can do about it.

the legendary DARTBOARD

well that was nice don't you think Lit? Chit?
*zebb zebb* *knife throwing effects*
>:D

after yesterday,

for a while i'm not going to be able to look at my own name without having that wretched thing that was smack next to it hovering in my mind.
the only way to delete it ever is to redeem myself, i know.

crap, this is going to take a while.