i usually don't think much of new years, and end up at the same place doing the same things (except for last year and more), which is gathering at Haga's house at Bangka's to cook and laze about.
but this year felt kind of sad because this year it's even more emphasized that most of us are already working and busy with their own stuff and new group of friends, and i thought that this 'adaptation' process had passed last year, but turns out it's this year and i was still caught off guard.dammit.
on another note, i succeeded in bringing out my best behavior, no moping about and 'shitty "aura" catapulting', consciously laughing when i think something's funny and NEUTRAL when i find it not funny (i...tend to unconsciously fake it in fear of offending people and end up always wanting to drown myself after), and not complaining much.which is a huge improvement for me. go me >XD!hahaha
so far since the 31st i've been on quite a roll:
i got a free breakfast buffet from my aunt.
new years at Bangka (will elaborate if i feel like it later on).
buffet dinner at sagoo
bakmi kenanga today as a new years 'blessing' with my dad today, then actually fulfilling our schedule after.
can't wait for my next encounter: the 7th of january date with the ahjumma's :DDD
**upload pics later~
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