inacraft 2012

april 26 & 29 haul

half by myself, the latter half with aya.

hope at the next one i'll have more time to really explore in detail and get awesome finds~

walk off the earth - 2

re-checked my friend's page and found the video he showed us daaaays ago. decided to check out the band in general, and they're good.here's some of my favorite picks

the extra pack

met up with tendy today at gandaria city after a (brief) trip to Inacraft. 

briefcases, lamps, and catching up left me exhausted but relieved (thanks again, man). 

took tendy to the taxi stop then went off to meet up with my mom at ace hardware while trying to find something to eat, with little to no options left (it was around 9pm, closing time).

tried my luck at lotte mart, went to the sushi booth to find....a "buy 1 get 1" sign. 

grabbed two packs, gave it to the guy, and then he said "here, since it's closing time i'll give you one more" and even offered to give me another two more if i buy one more pack. 

said ''no, thanks'', still grinning my ass off (even shrugged off the fact that it was supermarket quality sushi--thick ass slabs of rice--and that it was mostly there the whole day). 

thank you super market guy for giving me an extra slab of happiness after all that :j

found this in my inbox

thanks man, made (the rest of) my day :D

distance.

oh god what have i done?

i forgot how fun it is to cook

even though i'm not a pro, and my 'menu' hasn't evolved much because i lack experimentation (aka too lazy.haha), it's one of the few things that can make me not think at all and i enjoy it so :)

...yeah i suck at food arrangement and 'food photography'.
hahaha ANYWAYS, it's cilantro & mushroom pasta; john dory with garlic cream sauce;
and sesame & butter spinach.
the fish was too oily, will work on that some other time (when i care enough to.haha)~

the past 2 weeks

has been quite a blur.
i'm still weirded out by the fact that seorang Diandra can be that hectic.
me, the least ambitious out of my closest friends.

am still in limbo trying to figure out what i really want and this gets in the way of work (i try my best not to mix personal things with my work, so yeah this pisses me off for 'losing' to it).
most of the time i feel drawn in whenever i see a friends' progress in terms of 'doing what they're most passionate about'.
'drawn in' as in 'hey, i'm also interested in that to! so it is do-able...' or 'oh crap, is what i'm doing now really what i want?' to 'is it really the time for me to 'experiment' at this stage of my life?' even till 'do i still have the luxury of time itself?'
all that combined with the realization that i am finally finally a fully graduated student and the guilt that i know i'm not suppose to think like this anymore at this stage.

like i've said over and over again: i take longer then most people to progress.
have i really accepted this, i don't know and it frustrates me.

honestly, until this moment i still don't think i'm worthy enough to have that title...yet.
i'm happy and all that i can make my parents proud of my said achievement, but there's still something that nags me, this 'unfinished business'-feel.

hope this ends soon, and when it does, i won't be back at square one again.