Sunday, January 24, 2010

i compulsively make stupid excuses because i'm scared of,

..........what is it exactly that i'm scared of?
i have absolutely no idea.
all i know is that i have always dreaded that bubbling nameless fear that always rises inside of me, bothering me, and those around me affected by it (through me).
it fucking pisses me off that i don't know the main cause of one of the 'things' that bothers me the most, and i hate not knowing the reasons of those useless 'things' that effects me the most.

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