especially the literal meaning of it when it comes to...food.
so sad to think that all that pretty well-thought presentation of it will end up as a hunk of, well, shit.
but then i try to remember again and again that the purpose of doing such a thing is so we'd be interested in eating, thus, absorbing all the nutrients our body needs. so we won't get bored and stop eating.
*don't mind me and my 'theory', i only do this to justify the actions so i won't end up being all pointlessly sad and uselessly over thinking anytime i eat something pretty looking and not plainly enjoying the visual pleasures along with the explosion of taste buds instead*
the reason i don't like holding activities with friends at my house isn't because i get irked by the loud noises they make or the mess they leave after. it's because i hate that feeling of 'abandonment' when the time comes for them to go home and being blank and suddenly forgetting the good memory that just happened, then having to wonder 'now what do i do?'.
i hate that feeling of being pointlessly lost.
useless thoughts like these that makes me want to cut my head open and throw my brain down a hill somewhere and just sit in the fields of flowers.
good thing there's humor applied to these kinds of topics (besides the angsty ones) that can be happy pills and makes you able to just laugh at it and finally forget those thoughts were ever formed in the first place.
*don't mind me and my 'theory', i only do this to justify the actions so i won't end up being all pointlessly sad and uselessly over thinking anytime i eat something pretty looking and not plainly enjoying the visual pleasures along with the explosion of taste buds instead*
the reason i don't like holding activities with friends at my house isn't because i get irked by the loud noises they make or the mess they leave after. it's because i hate that feeling of 'abandonment' when the time comes for them to go home and being blank and suddenly forgetting the good memory that just happened, then having to wonder 'now what do i do?'.
i hate that feeling of being pointlessly lost.
useless thoughts like these that makes me want to cut my head open and throw my brain down a hill somewhere and just sit in the fields of flowers.
good thing there's humor applied to these kinds of topics (besides the angsty ones) that can be happy pills and makes you able to just laugh at it and finally forget those thoughts were ever formed in the first place.
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